#56

Hello peeps. Feel like penning down a few things. Well, this week totally sucks, a lot not to mention.
Got my test paper, and most of them was better than i expected. Scored 71 for my Biology and 56 for my Add Maths. I know I scored a C for my Add Maths, don't tell me, I know -_- My parents, especially my mom was speechless, she expected something better than a C maybe a B+ or A -. Sorry mom, I failed you again. After hearing mom's word, I lose hope in everything including me myself. Tomorrow, is the starting of PPM or better known as HKSBP. This is my first experience going to HKSBP at SMS Sains Selangor, Bandar Tun Razak, Cheras, Kuala Lumpur. Well, I;m going under debate. All I need know is confidence and spirit to ignite bak the fire that has been put down. Wish me luck and pray for my success peeps :) Thank you guys! Till then, bye/

#54

Sorry, I failed perfectly as a boyfriend. Still a second choice afterall...

#53

Hi bloggie. Have been getting the urge to write since a few weeks ago but my busy life prevents me from doing so yeah. For the past few weeks, I have been working with a quite few perfectionist and I get to know them better. Perfectionist is someone who does works perfectly without any glitches and would be a Hulk if there was any because they want their work to be perfect. Perfectionist's are not born perfect but their working style is perfect. It's quite fun working along perfectionists because it's just fun doing perfect work at times. But you have to be brave enough to work with their critics of your work. Without realizing, you will produce a perfect work too (: I have a few more things to say. Till then, bye peeps.

#52

My girlfriend is being extremly sweet and this is why I love her more every day <3

#51

Hi blog, it's 1st of May and it means Labor Dayyy! Hahaha, I am Gila are now official boyfriend and girlfriend (: So any guys who are thinking to flirt with her or take her away from me, think twice,thrice and a few more times if you don't want me to punch you real hard in the face! I love my Alis to the moon and the back :* Bye Gila, I hope we stay forever and together (:

#50

Hi blog. Its been such a busy week & busy month indeed. To be honest, I am really really really happy! Gila loves me back^^V I hope we stay together forever (: Gila, I hope you are reading this :p byeee xoxo

#49

You said to me words that made me extremely happy the other day but the next day, everything changed as if it never happened. It hurts me.

#48

Hi. I just confessed my feelings towards her and she didn't reply anything abt it. Well, guess things are akward now.

#47

Sometimes, I'm just confused about us but I will always try to think positive like you said. Hahaha, que sera sera. If it's meant to be, it will be x)

#46

Hi. It's been a while since I blog :p I wished Gila is reading this but nvm I hope she will someday x) Well, I don't know how to thank her for still talking to me despite how busy & problematic I am. Thanks Gila, n words can express how thankful I am towards you (: Gila, your name shines in my heart like how the stars shines at night. I hope you are reading this :3

#45

Hi bloggie. I hate myself for so many reasons. I just wished I could be like the person I adore or be like my peers. Most of my peers are talented in something they do & I'm stuck here not good in anything. I know many people will say 'Just be yourself/normal & many people will bla bla bla' But deep inside your heart, obviously you just wanna become talented like the person you adore. Stop being hypocritical & just be honest with yourself.

#44

There is this one girl that captures my heart with all her care that she showers me everyday. We talk everyday, I call her Gila Cute, she calls me Gila x) I didn't expect that I will fall in love with her but I did. I love you Gila :*

#43

It feels fucked up when you have trained for something so hard then you are not entering the competition at the last minute.

#42

Hi.It's been a busy week lately. I meant last week. Well, debate & exams at the same time. Not a good idea. Totally not a good idea. Well, the Malaysia Debate Open(MDO) was really fun & a great experience for me. It was totally a new arena of professionalism & thinking skills. The motion was given 30 minutes before the debate and you need to think the points in a half an hour time. That's definitely something new for me.  Out of 6 rounds, we managed to win one with KYS & there was 1 silent round which we won't know who wins the round. Others were all university students & we lost to them badly maybe? But, it is my first time debate tournament so chill out! Hahaha. I did my exam very very very badly this time. God knows what I is my ranking in this exam. I didn't study at all since I was busy with debate & PEMBINA 13. Juggling up two things at the same time really put a large toll on my body. Exhaustion. I scored 2A, 3A-, 2B+ & 1B. I haven't got my Moral marks yet since my teacher was on MC. I have made this exam my turning point for me, the time for me to start anew & to know where I'm standing right now. Anyways, it is fun blogging right now. Au Revoir!  

Puteri & Adreena vaining cos they
are so bored during dinner :p

My bag spoilt that pic--'

Me, Imran & Mus

Imran is sad cos of ***hahaha

Me & Adreena chilling since
tomorrow is exam -.-

Proudly presenting all the debaters! Bihah was not in the pic, this is sad._.

#41

After a few months of not posting anything, felt like posting something! x)
Haha, it is already 3rd March 2013 and my 1st test is 1 week away.
Participating in Malaysia Debate Open this Friday at MMU. My first debate is an international experience, never had a friendly before -.-
But they say Hard Work overcomes Talent if Talent doesn't work hard.
So many responsibilities I have been entrusted by the teachers. Afraid I might fail to cope with them & flop in my studies. Well, let's hope the odds are in my favor.
The biggest post I got for this year is The Chief Editor of the School Magazine (PEMBINA 2013)!
Yabadadddooooooo! Haha, thanks to the teachers & my friends who elected me though I knew you guys were pulling my leg -.-
Lol, I didn't play rugby this year for 15 side. I am too busy and exhausted & I don't wanna die over exerting myself. I will make my comeback in the SBP 10's which will be held in MOZAC, my own school though.
Hahaha, I'm kind of in love with this one girl but I am never gonna express my true feelings towards her because I don't wanna know the reply. Well, life goes on.

Anis gave it to me! Thankss Anisss! Bestfriend Forever! (:

u.u Head Editor/ Chief Editor for the School Magazine! Thanks Nabil!

Happy birthday (:

ALIS NUR SHAFEEZA BINTI AZIZI!
Happy Birthday gilaaaaa! x)
Sweet 17 & May God bless you on your SPM year (:
I really really hoped I could throw flour & water on you, put rats & cockroaches under your desk & put a pail of water & when you enter the class the pail falls down! :b
I'm very mean tauuu!
Thanks for listening to all my crappy stories on Saturday nights & I am really sorry if I had ever hurt you :(
 Enjoy your day tomorrow & be a 'GOOD' 17 year old girl :p
~lalalalalalala~

Alis! Stay pretty & young like always! >.<

#40

It's New Year Eve today & tomorrow is gonna be the 1st of January 2013. A whole new life of adventure for Form 4 is waiting for me & I'm wondering what God has written for my destiny. Let's talk about 2012 before it ends in a  few hours time. Starting early this year, good & bad things happened to me, found my first love and then broke up in the end, FRSIS 2012 was an enjoyable time I had with my friends, PMR TRIALS exam was a huge success for me since I dropped drastically for the previous exams, entered the school football team, did a few disciplinary mistakes, got to go for FI National Finals at Penang, fought with my best friend & etc.

But, to come to think of it, life wouldn't have been fun if I didn't do this things. Experience makes you a wiser person on what to do & what not to do. I didn't manage to fulfill my 2012 wishlist yet, so I guess I am failure in doing anything.

Let's talk about 2012 personal life. It was quite horrible for this year. I get moody most of the times(like girls on period), I put myself to blame when my ex-girlfriend hurt me, & etc. House was like a piece of hell of this year. It is getting worse day by day. To all those who have nice & good families, enjoy & cherish the moments you have with them.

Been writing a lot I guess, end of the story, I'm still 50:50 on what's gonna happen this 2013 but I am gonna be ready maybe. Anyway, I'm living for hostel tomorrow, won't be blogging till I have the mood so my last post for the year 2012 :)

ENJOY 2013!
HAPPY NEW YEAR TOO! x)

 Love,
Khabi

#39

'Trust me, I love you'

'If we don't have trust, we don't have anything.' Sounds familiar? Since as long as anyone could has ever remembered, people has been associating love with trust. Why so? At first I thought, hey, I love someone. Doesn't mean I have to put my full trust in him. He's just a human. And honestly, that sometimes works for me.

Trusting someone means letting your guard down. You are vulnerable. But hey, I trust a doctor to cure me. Doesn't mean I love him right? So, why is trust often associated with love? When you trust someone, you risk yourself. You tell them your secrets or let them guide you or do anything to you because you trust them. You believe that they're never gonna hurt you. Again, you're truly vulnerable. The smallest change of atmosphere or mistake can crush you.

But love. Love is when you care for someone more than you care for yourself. It's that indescribable feeling you have for someone that makes you want to be anything or achieve everything for them. I love my boyfriend. I do. I'd jump in front of a train to save him but I still check his phone to see if he's texting with his ex. So, we have stumble upon our main question yet again. How does trust be associated with trust. Ding ding ding! We have a winner. It doesn't.

We have been hearing lines like; without trust, there'll be no love. It's a lie, folks. Without trust, there can be love. Why do you think love at first sight exists? You can have love without trust just as easy as you can have trust without love. It's easy to have trust in someone without loving them. But with love, ah love, it's a bit complicated to love someone without trusting them. Am I right? This is because of two main reasons: 1) Your mind has been brainwashed with the fact that love needs trust by all the movies and novels and 2) Loving and trusting someone at the same time is the best kind of love anyone could ever ask for.

Hey, I thought you said you can love someone without trusting them. Yes, you can. But I didn't say it'll be a good love. The kind of love that you're gonna be able to look back and smile upon on your death bed. It'll just be an 'oh, I loved him once' kind of love. Point is, if you don't trust the person you love, then, you didn't fall in love with them, you just love them. Falling in love is the best part of love. Trusting the person you love to catch you when you fall for them. That's the best kind of love.

I guess what I'm trying to say is when you combine love and trust you will be willing to do anything for that person and you know that they will do just as much for you. And isn't that the best as it gets around here?

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#38

Sometimes, when it's dark and you're under your blanket, you mind drifts away. That moment, right before you fall asleep, you'll think of an event in your life. An event when you had a choice of whether to give up or give in and see where it takes you.

I know people normally say they'd rather regret things they did than regretting things they didn't but is it really true? Would you regret getting pregnant at 15 or would you regret not sleeping with the first guy you flirt with you? Not everything that you didn't do will lead up to regret. At times, it's the things that you don't do that helps you build a better tomorrow for yourself.

And sometimes, you just have to figure out when to give up and when to give in. You should try your best, don't get me wrong. But how long can you try your best, that's up to you. Why wait for something that's never going to happen. We might as well give up if things are for the better, yknow.

At least that's what I think. Then again, I used to think that a human being should not give up on another human being. But I realised that there's no point of giving in to someone who hurts you both physically and mentally. Sometimes, it's hard giving up and let go but trust me, if it's for the better you really should.

The Quran said; You might like something even though it is bad for you and you might hate something even though it is good for you. So, what He's trying to say is like; you might like wearing heels but they're gonna hurt you and you might think flats is hideous and unacceptable but it will be a better option for your backbone. Same rule applies to human; you might like a person but if they treat you like shit, you might as well give up and let go.

 I guess what I'm trying to say is you don't always have to give in. Sometimes, it's okay for you to give up, given the circumstances. You are smart enough to make a decision. Just take a minute and think which one should you do. Give up or give in?

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#37

A wise man once said that a journey of a thousand miles starts with the first step. And it's true. They also told you that the journey is long and tiring and it might seem impossible. Why? So that you could be scared and give up before even starting. What they didn't tell you is the fact that at the end of the journey, you're gonna realize that all of the pain and hardwork was actually worth it.

The humans' minds are filled with ideas. Some might be little and could only have an effect on himself but some are big and could change the world. However, society are always weakening people and telling other people that you can't do this. It's impossible so on and so forth. Whether you are going to listen to them or continue with your idea is up to you. You might think that you want to open a clinic to help girls who suffer bulimia and society might tell you that it's impossible. What would you do? Listen to society? No. Society is the majority, true. But the majority isn't always right. Sometimes, it takes only one person to change the world. You want to help girls with bulimia? Do it. Imagine how many girls you are gonna save. Start by advising a friend or something. That's your first step. Too little? Nah, at least you made an effort to approach someone and advice them. YOU helped your friend out. When society thought that she was just an attention seeker, YOU helped her stop. Today, you saved one girl. Tomorrow, you might save the entire female population, who knows right?

All I'm saying is, yes, in your journey to change the world you might face tons of challenges. People die, you got betrayed, a glitch in the economy bla bla bla. You can give in to these challenges or you can continue with your journey. It's your choice. Just remember this; Nobody told you it's gonna be easy but nobody told you it'll be worth it either. Give up now and the world might still be this bad 20 years from now or worse. But if you remain strong and keep fighting, your name could be in the History book of your grandchild.

In summary, if you have an idea and you think it's good, why the hell wait? Make your move ladies and gentlemen. And soon, very soon, you will make an impact on the world.

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